"We need to talk..."

I hate it when someone says that. It's even worse when they say it ahead of time, so I'm dreading as the time passes until the meeting itself. I'm a thinker. I dwell on things. Thoughts pass through my head over and over, reviewing a memory over and over- what was said, what wasn't said. Wondering what I did wrong. Wondering what happened. I hate talking about feelings. I like to talk, but not about feelings, at least not my own. I've learned this about myself over the past few years. I don't think I'm sad, more than I'm simply bothered. The ultimate question is, "Do I even care?" I don't know if it's maturity and/or I'm ambivalent (see my iMood in the right panel). Do I even care?